Phosphene, kerosene

Another night, amphetamine

No sleep, cannot dream

Day and night, not operating

My heart is pulsing

Beating, throbbing

Palms sweaty, no relaxing

Is it morning?

Eyes shut, head racing to the finish line of breaking me down

Submerged, can't get back up in my own thoughts

I'll drown

Everything at once, anxiety is boiling

Can't control, this head is spinning out

I'm terrified of just being alive

Everything at once, anxiety at boiling point

It won't go away

Every day, follows me everywhere

Dreaming all day of a way out of this nightmare

Fear has no face, no consciousness

Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse

Why do I always have to feel like this?

This dread of just being alive

Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying

Cocaine, nicotine

Cardiac, compromising

Skin faint, blood dripping

That sinking feeling covers me

My eyes are burning

Vision blurring

My last breath is going

Wheezing and choking

Eyes shut, head racing to the finish line of breaking me down

Submerged, can't get back up in my own thoughts

I'll drown

Everything at once, anxiety is boiling

Can't control, this head is spinning out

I'm terrified of just being alive

Everything at once, anxiety at boiling point

Spitting in my face

Searing in my veins

Mental shattering

Pull me back inside

Nowhere for me to hide

No, it won't go away

Every day, follows me everywhere

Dreaming all day of a way out of this nightmare

Fear has no face, no consciousness

Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse

Why do I always have to feel like this?

This dread of just being alive

Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying

Fear has no face, no consciousness

Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse

Why do I always have to feel like this?

This dread of just being alive

Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying

Fear has no face, no consciousness

Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse

Why do I always have to feel like this?

This dread of

Fear has no face

No, fear has no face

No, fear