I am not alive

I do not exist

I’m preprogrammed

My soul is destined for death

I cannot deviate the predetermined future

This will is not my own

Trapped in this computed reality of

Calculated misery

A formula for disaster

The blueprint of my life

Caught in the equation of

The methodical process of

Breaking me down

The cycle of torment

Continuing on repeat

The ceaseless agony

Will never decrease

My memories torture me

With a series of suffering

Always struggling

I’ve lost everything

Constantly remembering

Stranded

Alone in this nightmare

I must find a way to escape here

I don’t care about anything anymore

I have nothing to live for

I know I’m not alive

I just survive to reach the other side

Continuing through this life of mine is

A waste of time

No hope moving forward

I’ve never felt so low

These thoughts

They echo within my soul

While they resonate

They begin to tear me down within

I start to question why

I try to stay alive

When all that awaits is

Nothing but a horrid fate

If I’ll die either way

Why fight through another day

To hope to find a gleam of

A nonexistent dream

My heavy heart

Has grown so cold

As it shatters

It fills in with stone

The only escape is death

I approach my destination

With open arms

I welcome the end

Spreading across my face like a smile

A rewarding grin of guile

My life doesn’t matter

I’ll return to the void

My whole life is destroyed