Released on January 15, 2021

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[Verse 1]

It’s been three long weeks of trying not to call you

It’s been misery and I know I’m to blame

And it’s not like I got all this pent up willpower

Cause I’d call you now if I knew what to say


[Chorus]

And I’ll try to hold back my tears

But goodbye is just not what I want to hear

And I’m tired of changing

Holding my head against the pavement daily

I’ll write you songs until I got none

Hung dry, forever singing love songs

I’m tired of changing

Hope I can admit if it winds up I want something different


[Verse 2]

Oh, I sleep too long and I wake up feeling dizzy

Torn apart by the war inside my head

Or maybe it’s that I haven’t been eating

I wasn’t hungry then I ate my words instead


[Chorus]

And I’ll try to hold back my tears

But goodbye is just not what I want to hear

And I’m tired of changing

Holding my head against the pavemеnt daily

And I’ll write you songs until I got none

Hung dry, forevеr singing love songs

I’m tired of changing

Hope I can admit if it turns out I want something different


[Bridge]

I don’t wanna call it before it’s over

I’ll kick the can down the road til I’m sure

I think we both know where it’s going

I’m just not ready to let you go yet

And I don’t think you tried your hardest

It’s not enough if I’m being honest

Never getting what I’m promised

Oh, it was almost what I wanted


[Chorus]

And I’ll try to hold back my tears

But goodbye is just not what I want to hear

And I’m tired of changing

Holding my head against the pavement daily

And I’ll write you songs until I got none

Hung dry, forever singing love songs

I’m tired of changing

Hope I can admit if it turns out I want something different