Released on November 16, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Patient, I am patient, I am waiting for you dear

I am counting up the moments spent until I have you here

And I am hoping I am wishing I am praying to my god

That when I finally have you here that it’s still something that I want


[Verse 2]

Cuz I am tired of fighting, of holding what’s inside me

It’s 'alright's and 'I’m so sorry's, yeah, the cycle’s never-ending

And I can’t fight the feeling that we are slowly sinking

That our worlds are growing distant, it’s getting hard for me to live in


[Chorus]

No, I don’t want to hurt you, want to leave you

But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling

Like we’re working and I can’t take one more second

Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living

And it’s nothing I would say, it’s nothing I could change anyway


[Verse 3]

Reckless I am reckless I’m just stupid for you babe

I am lucid when you’re gone and when you’re not it’s all a dream

I get soft and I get easy, I get lost inside your eyes

Yeah, It’s some sick kind of magic, I forgive you every time

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh


[Verse 4]

But I am tired of charming, always getting what you want

The crumbs of your heart, they don’t sustain me

It’s just enough to keep me waiting and I can’t fight the feeling

We’re a bomb that’s always ticking

A single nudge could fucking end it, I’m so sick of being cautious


[Chorus]

No, I don’t want to hurt you, want to leave you

But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling

Like we’re working and I can’t take one more second

Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living

But it’s nothing I would say, it’s nothing I could change anyway


[Bridge]

No, it’s nothing I would say, it’s nothing I could change

Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away

No, you don’t know how to make me stay

It’s nothing I would say, it’s nothing I could change

Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away

You’re gonna watch me walk away


[Verse 5]

Oh, cuz I am tired of caring 'bout your feelings when you spare none

Don’t want your love if it’s not consistent, never knowing where we’re standing

And I can’t fight the feeling that we are slowly dying

Like those flowers you always bought me, all those insincere apologies


[Chorus]

No, I don’t want to hurt you, want to leave you

But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling

Like we’re working and I can’t take one more second

Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living

But it’s nothing I would say, it’s nothing I could change