[Verse 1]

Oh no, there I go again

Forgetting you're you, not him

Hate to put you on the fence

'Cause I'm still mad from things he did

You worry when I'm quiet

But there's a war inside my head

And even when I let you in

So hard for me to imagine

[Chorus]

That it's just good, it's just safe

It's just that I only know heartbreak

So I push, push you away

'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same

But you are so far from the same

[Verse 2]

I'm unlearning how to run

It's easier said than done

Lived in chaos for so long

Now peace feels like therе's something wrong

[Chorus]

But it's just good, it's just safe

It's just that I only know heartbrеak

So I push, push you away

'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same

But you are so far from the same

You are so far from the same

[Bridge]

Where he was angry, you were patient

I'm done waiting for you to leave like he did

He was nothing like this

[Chorus]

'Cause this is good, this is safe

I think it's time I give my heart a break

I won't push, push you away

'Cause I know that it won't end the same

You are so far from the same

You are so far from the same