Released on October 6, 2023

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[Chorus]

I really wish it wasn't this way

Ashamed of what I can't say

Find comfort in my lies

A life that I despise now

I wish that I could make you stay

A million thoughts replay now

They sink into my heart

And bury every part of me

I see your face

I see death in this place

I am such a headcase

I see love that has died


[Verse 1]

My bloods red like your lipstick

Sometimes I make myself sick

But the feelings so familiar

It makes me feel like something

Reminds me of a better time

I can feel myself unwinding

Reminds me of a better time

I can feel mysеlf unwinding


[Verse 2]

Passed out on the concretе

Random roads that I could take

And every life that misplaced

What will it take to get out

Got caught in this doubt

Lost somewhere I don't wanna be

Caught up in this misery for all to see now

Never wanted it to be but you can't foresee now

Gotta get away

Guess I'm okay

Asking me to stay

Gotta get away

Don't know my way now


[Pre-Chorus]

Life is relentless

So unexpected

Lie to myself

Can't seem to find my way


[Chorus]

I see your face

I see death in this place

I am such a headcase

I see love that has died

I really wish it wasn't this way

Ashamed of what I can't say

Find comfort in my lies

A life that I despise now

I wish that I could make you stay

A million thoughts replay now

They sink into my heart

And bury every part of me

I see your face

I see death in this place

I am such a headcase

I see love that has died


[Post-Chorus]

(I see your face)

(I am such a headcase)