Anything’s Wrong - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Moving away

No longer play

Trying to sleep

No longer see those plastic stars that once covered the walls

No longer feel like running in circles around dinner tables playing catch, now I don't even own a ball

Yeah, just reminiscing about the past

I was happy, naive and shit I thought it could last

You passed and I asked "my god how could this be"

No-one responded, now I can't recall your voice honestly

I feel weak and I got no one to relate

It was your birthday this week, I had forgotten the date

The weight is killing me and I just wanna make you proud

But what's the point in it all when you ain't even around

I'm tryna prove that raising me wasn't in vain

I've tried to swim, but now it seems like I'm just floating in pain

Hope I ain't doing this for nothing, hope the music I'm playing

Will reach one kid in this world who might be feeling the same as me

Cause I've been hurting for so long

I barely feel like Anything's Wrong

Bury my feet in the sand as I fight my feels

When did it all become so real

You fell apart, I watched you fall

My cousin came up to me crying, my mom was dead

So many thoughts ran through my head

Know that you gave it your all

Yeah, now I'm just in my room crying

"She's in a better place", lying

Anything's better than dying

Need to live, I forgive you for leaving me here

The fear of having me grow up alone, you could never prepare

And now it's too late, so many things I should've said

I wasn't there for you, I swear that shit's my biggest regret

I feel like I let you down, ran out of time, you tried everything

Can't live without you, I feel lost

And I'm in need of a pause, 'do anything to have you back

It doesn't matter the cost, and the wars you fought

Know it was breaking your heart

It's hard to be a body, when your body tears you apart

Damn

You were hurting for so long

You made it seem like nothing was wrong