Oh, i'm gonna kill myself

Hey, yeah, i'm gonna kill myself, yeah

I hurt, just for the sake of not being hurt

I fill up the room with meaningless words

An uncontrollable urge to be heard, yeah

I so often feel like time's running out

That's why i shoot thoughts from my mind to my mouth

I should know better

Some words got me shattered

Yet, i spit out blades, 'cause i think it won't matter

My mouth and my mind are not cooperative

I talk so much, yet i don't know who myself is

Sometimes i'm selfish

I'm spittin' out flames, 'cause my mind's where my hell is

Thе feeling when the leavеs rustle loud

Because of the wind (wind)

The sky full of racing clouds

But not a breeze touching your skin (skin)

The feeling when you come from a party

And lie down alone in your bed (bed)

When sleep comes a little too hardly

With a head full of dread of what's next (next)

The feeling when you're with somebody

And you're starin' holes in the air (air)

You're tuned out of their soliloquy

And they think that you don't really care (don't really care)

The feeling when you close your door

After a loud and stressful day (day)

When the silence cooks up remorse

You're about to end it, but you can't go out in shame (go out shame)

In shame, in shame, in shame

In shame, in shame, in shame, in shame

Oh, ah, oh, ah, hey, yeah