I'm alive, I'm not dead

Just playing [?] with my friends

I got messed up

Spilled champagne on [?]

Why on Earth do I miss you so much?

You wake me up

You're here again

And our friends are our friends

And I just [?]

But she took less than I took to realize that

I wish I had you here to hold me

When it feels bad

'Cuz it feels bad

I shut the shades

I was [?} with better days

I watched a movie

And it got me upset in the sun

And it let my ice cream melt

You wake me up

You're here again

And our friends are our friends

And I just [?]

But she took less than I took to realize that

I wish I had you here to hold me

When it feels bad

I'm alive, I'm not dead

An e-mail told me to write this shit

And you're waiting on

You're [?]

I'm alive, I'm not dead

You're so vague

You're listening to this

And I'm waiting on

You're [?]

And our friends are our friends

It's too [?] I can't explain it

I listen in the bed, having a panic attack

I said a lot of things I worry I'll regret

I wish you were holding me 'cuz it feels bad