[Intro]

Ask me how I'm doing, “Yeah, I'm fine”

[Verse 1]

Used to think I had control

Suppressing all my feelings

Just to protect my heart

Speeding past my limit

Now I'm headed for collision

I'm in the danger zone

[Chorus]

Panic started last October

Popping pills to keep me sober

Feeling like I'm still in limbo

I just wanna live a little

Strangers seem to really hate me

Family thinks I'm going crazy

Finding ways to stay above it

Tryna catch my breath a little

Ask me how I'm doing, “Yeah, I'm fine”

Truth is, I'm just smiling to get by

I just wanna live a little

[Verse 2]

Suddenly, my head feels hot, my chest is tight

Trying to sleep, but tears keep leaking from my eyes

Love, abuse me 'til I barely feel alive

I just wanna live a little

[Chorus]

Panic started last October

Popping pills to keep me sober

Feeling like I'm still in limbo

I just wanna live a little

Strangers seem to really hate me

Family thinks I'm going crazy

Finding ways to stay above it

Tryna catch my breath a little

Ask me how I'm doing, “Yeah, I'm fine”

Truth is, I'm just smiling to get by

I just wanna live a little

[Bridge]

I'm about to lose control

Suppressing all these feelings

Just to protect my heart

Speeding past my limit

Now I'm headed for collision

I'm in the danger zone

[Outro]

Voices screaming in my head, blasting music 'til I'm dead

I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna live a little

Pasteurs burning, ashy gray flower buds will bloom in May

I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna live a little