[Intro]

The thrill is in the chase, never in the capture

I despise you

[Verse 1]

New year, new me, that's a fuckin' lie

I got plenty things wrong with me, I'm always wasting time

I wanted to change, wanna live my best life

But always something in the way, and I act like I'm fine

I'm so paranoid of the people who surround me

You wanna tear me down, with a smile, do it proudly

Some people care, some do it for their family

But nothing normal in my life, I feel so profoundly

You're such a shitty experiment

[Chorus]

My friends say that I'm perfectionist

But in actual reality, I'm critical as shit

I don't know where to draw the line

Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this

I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted

I look from angles, shouldn't see

I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need

But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?

Is it a coping mechanism? Hatin' everybody, not me, not me

[Verse 2]

Nothing's ever good enough, nothing ever changes

No matter what I try, no matter the places

Something always to blame, some people blame their faces

Or they wanna fill the void by tryna be famous

I got opportunity, but livin', it's a nightmare

I'm an introvert, so my position's unfair

I just wanna share my plans, but I hate false promises

I don't wanna hurt the fans, so I have to acknowledge them

I'm moving in silence, for you

I'm fighting every day, for you (For you)

I only try, for you

Don't wanna die, for you (For you)

[Chorus]

My friends say that I'm perfectionist

But in actual reality, I'm critical as shit

I don't know where to draw the line

Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this

I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted

I look from angles, shouldn't see

I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need

But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?

Is it a coping mechanism? Hatin' everybody, not me, not me

[Outro]

I-I-I-I— Silence, silence, silence, for you

I'm f-f-f-fightin' for you

I try-try-try, for you

Don't-don't-don't, don't wanna die

Don't wanna— don't-don't wanna, for you

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