She told me I'm perfect but I'm not perfect at all

I'm just a man who become great at hiding his flaws

That's why I say keep your distance when love start getting involved

Bridges take years to build but only moments to fall

We held on too long that's why it hurt to see you walk

10 toes on the ground trying to stand up tall

But I miss late night phone calls

Especially the ones where we would barely talk

Us broken apart

Its really broken my heart

I wanna vent to somebody but I don't know where to start

Only we would understand fully I guess I'll go to my art

Got mе really looking silly with my nose on my palm

I know when it rеally hit me I'll be completely distraught

I'll really be missing the pain and pleasure you brought

But soon I'll grow numb and forget the way I was taught

Got me sick to my stomach face full of tears and the snot

Stomach tied in knots at night as I turn and I toss

Got me thinking about all the love that I lost

Trying to make my heart too cold to ever defrost

And all to keep myself protected really what is the cost

Yeah I know that I'm flawed

I'm flawed

And that's realistic

I'm flawed but I'm doing my best to fix it

I'm lost but I'm looking to The Savior that's risen

Trying to find guidance is The Word that is written in the Bible

Wondered off but God know that I'm still His disciple

Battling That Kid in me my oldest rival

Every time I'm wronged I fear his revival

Fearing I won't get back up next time that I spiral

Fearing each visit to The Lake of Peace will be my final

Fearing my plans of forgiveness will eventually turn spiteful

Fearing I'll never see the end of this cycle

Fearing the next set of waves may be beyond tidal

Fearing the next mistake I make will go viral

Fearing I won't shed the sin that's clinged to me as a child

Fearing I won't claim my freedom and continue living wild

Yeah I know I'm flawed

I'm flawed

And that's realistic

I'm flawed but I'm doing my best to fix it

I'm lost but I'm looking to The Savior that's risen

I guess that's what it means to be Christan

I guess that's all a part of our Divine Mission

At least in my opinion that fulfills our description

We fight to kill addictions and clear our vision

Me I fight to mend division with the lyrics I've written

I'm always spending time wishing that I had better equipment

In the ocean barely swimming

Legs are injured so I'm limping

My persistence at its ending

At this instance

I'll be drowning any minute

Since a kid I've been a menace

Birth of a cycle still my premise

Still regretting it's invention

Spend time in sin then I'm repenting

While I'm fearing my penace

This explains my grimace

I'm my own biggest critic

I'm just critiquing my self image

Yeah I KNOW I'm flawed

I'm flawed and that's realistic

I'm flawed but I'm doing my best to fix it

Trying to find guidance in The Savior that's risen