[Hook: D-Code]

Concrete to the head blood red from the trauma

Fading to black bled to a coma

All these roses you can’t smell their aroma

Death is not dishonour I hope you find nirvana

Hit you hard like fifty foot drop

Hit rock bottom as you fell from the top

Hit you like suicide on the news

It’s someone you know I mean someone you knew

[Verse 1]

Daddy’s pills on the counter still the right number

Why is that wrong police questions for answers

Where is your mother we have something to tell her

I’m still stuck in the mystery can’t grasp it I flounder

Just the three of us kids all alone at home

Strange things going on but my radar still isn’t in the red zone

Dead zone danger blood in the manger

This life is fragile violence rearrange her

Change is a constant life shifts in an instant

One day dad’s there then gone in a moment and I missed it

Sadness and anger this pain feeling twisted

Madness pulled you down like an anchor confess it

Though we were blessed it was left and it festered

Your death we couldn’t have guessed it

Digest it accept it it’s a hard pill to swallow

Darkness will follow just try not to wallow

[Verse 2]

Now you’re gone crossed that bridge out of this world

When you die are there angels to herald

Your soul to the next life as this one’s unfurled

Out before your eyes at the gates made of pearls

Does it hurt to leave behind the things you have known

The universe is unknown do you still have a home

Is there nothing solid to hold onto now you are gone?

Is the coldness of death just the dark before the dawn?

Depression’s contagious relentless tenacious

Doesn’t matter what your age is still vicious ferocious

Gravity’s irresistible but what pushed you over the edge

Was it your own sadness or was it others as some allege

We can’t blame ourselves but we wish we could have helped

In hindsight the little signs seem to manifest themselves

How could we have missed it now we’re missing you?

Trauma of losing a loved one the feeling’s hitting you

As hard as the ground from fifty feet up in the air

We cared about your pain but it’s a shame death is unfair