hideout. - Intellectual

[Intro]

"We are looking for it. [?]. The past is not my concern, the future is no longer my concern either."

"What is your concern?"

Cyzun

You can fuck me up and pull me down, I'll still get up and I'll win

'Cause anything that you do won't effect me, you ain't shit

Only thing that's beating me are these thoughts

And I might kick the bucket and I'm leaving, hurry, say it quick

'Cause I will not take shit, I'm on a level that rots in the basement

Pulled out my eyes cause I see you in traces

Tell me I'm shit and I'm probably wasted

I'm back in my hideout

Taking these shots 'til I'm gone and it's lights out

Barely alive as my soul slowly dries out

Sorry it's too late to get up and try now

I could be someone you lean on and leave when you're back in the trees

I know you'll come back when the leaves fall, when it's fragile and weak

You rest in my shade when you’re scared to breathe

Then burn down the forest and blame it on me

I don't think you understand how much you really mean to me

Fuck making music, I should've did stand up cause everyone's laughing at me

Thought I'd be better by now but I'm not, I still suck and I'm stuck in a place I can't leave

I wasted all of my chances, how did this happen?

I hate the fact that I'm me

I hate the fact I'm Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin and unknxwn

Who I am? I don't know

The skin on this body supported by bone is a prison and I wanna free my soul

I should just open my mind, I don't think that you get it, the way that I want leaves a hole

I don't belong on this planet, I should just plan it, go through with it, I could be gone

I could be someone you lean on and leave when you're back in the trees

I know you'll come back when the leaves fall, when it's fragile and weak

You rest in my shade when you’re scared to breathe

Then burn down the forest and blame it on me