(Verse 1: Cynic)

Real shit listen

I'm a crazy motherfucker lad I'm losing my mind

I should be looking for a job instead of choosing a high

Everyone that doesn't know me thinks I'm doing alright

I go to war with all my demons and I'm losing the fight

Smoking in my room because I'm sad and alone

I got brothers on the streets that are bad to the bone

Had a homie in the prison rap him over the phone

And now he's out and doing well lad I'm glad that he's home

I was out and getting hammered he was locked in a cell

That's why I fucking hate authority and coppers as well

Because they take away your freedom for the dollars and wealth

I can't imagine all the pain Dane probably felt

All the stressing got me sleeping on the Seroquel

I take away depression with the weedI'll go hysterical

I turn a motherfucker wanting beef into a vegetable

Cause I don't give a fuck I'll never see it as regrettable but

(Verse 2: 2UPZ)

I vision my death to be a picturesque view

20 pills cut veins into a picture of you

Ever since you left my life I've been sipping on booze

And lately life's got me choking I'm constricting my noose

I hear voices in my head is that the devil talking

Losing all my thoughts disordered I feel like my death is calling

I'm not the person I used to be I'm a dead man walking

I hate the man that I see in the mirror every morning

I'm drowning in these demons at the start I was trying to stay afloat

I wanna fucking die that's half the reason why I'm staying home

Anxiety gets the best of me I'm locked in my room laying low

I'm oversleeping when I'm taking Xanax and when I'm taking oxys

I had a script addiction that's the hardest pill to swallow

Out of all the shit I've done that's the darkest path I follow

Brain numb I don't show emotions cause my heart is hollow

Shaken from withdrawal I hope I don't see tomorrow