The doubt in me

It has broken free

It’s changing me

Into someone I hate

The doubt in me

It has broken free

It’s changing me

Into someone I hate

All that I’ve done, all I’ve become

Has lead to self loathing and disgust

My lust has lead to mistrust

Am I better off left as dust

So hard to face

All the shit I’ve done

So far from grace

I'm the hated one

Erase me from the place

Cause I am the one

Everyone has shun

I'm thе hated one

I'm the hatеd one

My doubt I plea

Cause it's breaking me

How much longer

Can I carry this weight

The doubt in me

It has broken free

It’s changing me

Into someone I hate

The wrong I’ve done

It weighs a ton

I’m on the run

From my loaded gun

My choices have lead to suffering

Too hard to face what tomorrow brings

My sanity is hanging by a string

Falling downward

I have lost my wings

I have lost my wings

I have lost my wings

I have lost my wings

My doubt I plea, it's breaking me

How much longer can I carry this weight

The doubt in me, it has broken free

It’s changing me into someone I hate

The wrong I’ve done

It weighs a ton

I’m on the run

From a loaded gun

This doubt I see has broken me (Has broken me)

I can no longer (Longer)

Clean the slate

Too hard to face

All that I’ve done

I am the hated one (Hated)

I can't see straight

Can I face the gates

Self loathing is my fate (It is my fate)

My fate

All this shit that I’ve done

No longer can I run

No longer can I feel

A deal with death

A deal with death that is real

(A deal with death) that is real