stupidcrush˃.˂ - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

You

You been sending me signals

Transmitting your alternating current

Straight into the open port inside my head

I been standing at vigil

I been waiting to take in information sent

Into the drive, my heart's your blank diskette

It's been getting so tiresome

'Cause I know that these fantasies

Are fantasies, it's only me that thinks of us this way

I'm an outdated model

Oh god, I feel awful and you've seen me at my

Worst but I won't always be this way

As I lie on the asphalt soaking in radiant heat

I can see that your output's not meant for my battery

But I can't deny I want you so bad, so honestly

I'd let you splice your copper wire right into me

Wow

I think you're like really cool

And I know that you're far too smart

And put together, too pretty

To ever be with me

'Cause I don't bring shit to the table

I am so unable to find my place

And let's face it, it is too late for me to try

To make up for lost time

But I think that's alright

Am I better than I was when we first met? 'Cause I don't know

But I sure fucking hope so

Am I truly progressing or regressing, or just

Chasing my own tail as I do both?

As I lie on the couch face down passing out, I can see

I been lying to myself for so long now I believe

When I think of you my heart races, my head goes empty

I don't know what you did to me