Released on June 11, 2025

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[Verse 1]

Used to have a friend who I'd trust with my life

But now they're an enemy

And I had a girl who I was gonna make my wife

But now we never speak

My mind used to race all night

Now when I lie down

I'm sleeping peacefully

Everything will be alright

'Cause I'm better than I used to be


[Chorus]

I was sad, now I'm happy

'Cause I'm here when I was there

I was crying, now I'm laughing

I was underwater, now I'm in the air


[Verse 2]

Used to think that I was cursed

To leave my days never doing anything

Usеd to think no one would ever carе

About the songs I wanna sing

I have coalesced into

From a fractured fiend into who I wanna be

From a pretty messed up dude

Someone sinking into entropy


[Chorus]

I was sad, now I'm happy

'Cause I'm here when I was there

I was crying, now I'm laughing

I was underwater, now I'm in the air


[Outro]

I'm starting to believe

I've altered my psychology

I am the polar opposite of me

I never did believe

I would become the one you see

I am the polar opposite of me

And I think, honestly

That this is who I wanna be

I am the polar opposite of me

But now I live to be the antipode of everything

Creating who I am from what I used to be

I am the polar opposite of me