[Verse 1]

You don't know me half as well

As you think and I can tell

You're the type to get

Sick satisfaction watching as I melt

My head is a prison cell

There's no comfort where I dwell

Half heaven and hell

Inside me coexist in parallel

I don't have any beliefs

Live my life on autopilot

In a 747

But I don't know how to fly it

I'm convinced I'm in control

As I do a barrel roll

Solace in the self-destruction is the goal

[Pre-Chorus]

I feel so good when I'm on top

Burn twice as bright, three times as hot

I am a walking tinderbox

Please put me out, please make it stop, fuck!

[Chorus]

I'll be a good boy

I'll take my lurasidone

And it'll fix me

And I won't feel so alone

I am a battlefield

I am a warzone

I'll be a good boy

I'll take my lurasidone

[Verse 2]

'Cause I don't know what is real

And I can't trust how I feel

Cognitive dissonance of

A pacifist who's forced to kill

I still tip 20%

Still return the shopping cart

It's a futile attempt

To fix the malice in my heart

I'm too dumb to toe the line

I'm too numb to scream and cry

So I run away and hide

Because I'm too afraid to die

And I'm living day to day

Need another pill to take

A prescription that'll

Make me feel ok

[Pre-Chorus]

I feel so good when I'm on top

Burn twice as bright, three times as hot

I am a walking tinderbox

Please put me out, please make this stop!

[Chorus]

I'll be a good boy

I'll take my lurasidone

And it'll fix me

And I won't feel so alone

I am a battlefield

I am a warzone

I'll be a good boy

I'll take my lurasidone

[Outro]

I'll take my lurasidone

I'll take my lurasidone

I'll take my lurasidone

I'll take my lurasidone