‎ecstasy - Intellectual

[Verse 1: cvpidd]

You tell me that every single day is the same

That every single effort that's made

That's all a shame

You wish you could simply just blow out your brains

Every single fucking time

You hear you me calling your name

The time is gone, the love is lost

I told you went too far

But you made it seem like loving me was too goddamn hard

You made me feel like this

Like I was just a burden

You always told me fibs

Acted like I didn't exist

I took back my heart

Ripped and torn apart

I took a step back then

The then the fear creeps in

And I tried wait in faith

Oh, and you’re always far away

Girl, I guess I don’t wanna wait

Oh, I can’t fucking run away

I can’t tell if it’s you or me

Poison my heart with your ecstasy

I can never breathe when you’re next to me

Oh, but that’s how I want it to be

And it stays misdirection, I can’t complain

Your heart was something I couldn’t obtain

I'm rotting away

Another book filled with pain

I can’t tell if it’s you or me

Poison my heart with your ecstasy

I can never breathe when you’re next to me

Oh, but that’s how I want it to be