[Verse 1]
Wake up every morning wish the day would end
Long nights got me overthinking everything
I’m getting used the pain I start to feel numb
Tell me what I gotta do to feel alright
[Pre-Chorus]
Mama told me that it’s alright
But it’s not so I drank oh no
I don’t understand what you’re saying till I’m sober
Will you say it again when it’s over
I’ve been trying to search for angels fighting demons
I think I’ve found happiness in self destruction
[Chorus]
Living hell depressed oh fuck I’m overthinking
Too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but i don’t think I can quit my addiction
I’m so happy
Oh what a wonderful life
[Verse 2]
These nights I’m lost in my head
I don’t know when to get out
She might be fucking someone else
While I’m alone in my bed
[Bridge]
Hallelujah jesus save us hands together
I’m on my knees again praying
Hoping that you’ll be there when I come down
Can’t fucking take this will you chase me
When I run out
[Chorus]
Living hell depressed oh fuck I’m overthinking
Too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction
I’m so happy
Oh what a wonderful life
[Verse 3]
悲しくなんかないんだ (I'm not sad)
いつだって俺はhighだ (I'm always high)
パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる (Dad loves drugs more than I do)
ママ泣いてる (Mom is crying)
パパはいつも泣いてるママを殴ってる(Dad is hitting mom who is always crying)
泣いてる (Whimpering)
地元なんかいらないから (I don't need a local)
何処かへ逃げようよ (Let's run away somewhere)
何処かへ逃げようよ (Let's run away somewhere)
東京 二人暮らそうよ (Let's live in Tokyo)
幸せに暮らそうよ (Let's live happy)
気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた (I was in the middle of work when I noticed)
お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい (I want more of what dad liked)
ごめんママ もう(I'm sorry mom)
[Pre-Chorus 2x]
Living hell depressed oh fuck I’m overthinking
Too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction
[Chorus]
I’m so happy
Oh what a wonderful life