[Verse 1]

Exit, see these dots on my wrist?

How you picture this? Eyes start to twist

Turning slowly black, i'm driven by possession

My emotions needs expression, from the outside it's an obsession

Therapy, session after session, i don't learn my fucking lesson

Trazodone, Paxil, Xanax, where is my serotonin?

Where are my friends? All messages left unseen

Insomnia, i'm up all night, just staring at the screen

In the mirror, a duality, the ghost of my true rival

Desperate for hope's arrival while I tight up the rope and become suicidal...

[Verse 2]

​What are good choices, how should i pick them?

When my mind is evil and i’m the victim?

I’m a slave to my fears, nothing reach my ears

Everytime i think about it, i end up in tears

Are the dark demons real? Or is it just me?

I’m tortured by pictures nobody can see

Encourage my soul, i need strength to resist

How to overcome them if they don’t exist?

Experience​ trough emotions, last episode was intense

Not worth to trust myself my thoughts make no more sense

Escape plan from the pain, drugs are my defense

Keep my body numb, slay the demons i won’t serve

Nostalgic about the beauty i don’t deserve...

[Verse 3]

Fuck negativity, i’m tired of this shit

Tired of people wanting me to quit

Everytime i spit my accent doesn’t sound decent

Progress they can’t stand claiming i pretend

To be what i'am, how my personallity went

It’s no reallity, it’s all inside of me

Because i see what they can’t realize

So they don’t sympathize to​ what’s in front of their eyes

Trapped into lies they blur the real price

Of what it takes to allow you fantasize

To breath your vision, having your own fucking mission

I lost my sanity to escape this misery

Using my abillity to set my dreams free

Fuck a hater, life could be greater

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