Losing Game

By Curt Summers

Released on April 17, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Ain’t it crazy how I love you but I still be fucking bitches too?

Cause I could hit a few, then visit you and give a kiss to you

The issue you been living through was me, I made you miserable

But I’m afflicted too, it’s just some shit I been addicted to

I hate the way I move around this town like I’m so sick of you

When every time I sit with you it’s bliss, I’m at my pinnacle

The vision you was wishing’s a prism, you feel invisible

A different view from when I told you I could have my kids with you

And all the things I did for you, they pale to what I didn’t do

It’s pitiful, you sipping different liquors, now you mixing too?

Wonder why I’m distant? I ain’t ask you for no interview

You gathered half ya evidence from messages you sifting through

That, shit is so typical, I, been way too cynical

In physical or digital, either way I’ll start missing you

Apologize for all the tricks I had you falling victim to

And itching for forgiveness, every Christian is a sinner too

And my religion’s you


[Hook 1]

I know love is just a losing game

Hold my arms don't be ashamed

Show me all your weakness, we sustain

I know love is just a losing game

Hold my arms don't be ashamed

Show me all your weakness, we sustain


[Verse 2]

I can see the facade, see you creep and keep it inside

For me it’s easy to trust and for you it’s easy to lie

Put the key in and drive, the sparks and meteors fly

And then you landed on my planet, so I believed in the sky

And the stars and the constellations and fates of our ancestors

Who fought when the bond was breaking

But that coffin kinda vacant

And I hate the way I’m feeling like all of my time was wasted

Unprepared for all these stares

So it’s hard to climb from the basement, let’s face it

How many trips around the sun until you found the one?

If 2 and 2 was destined 4 us, how could we amount to none?

Tell them bitches where you got ya style from

And look at what we’ve now become

And every mouth can run about that countless fun

But I still loved you through your faults and failures

In this religion your conviction is the part that ails us

But I still say it in my brain that we blaze like the bluest flame

Then wake up feeling chained because we slaves to this losing game

And I got you to blame


[Hook 2]

I know love is just a losing game

Hold my arms don't be ashamed

Show me all your weakness, we sustain

I know love is just a losing game

Hold my arms don't be ashamed

Show me all your weakness, we sustain

[Outro] (x4)

I've been on my own

I've been on my own yea

I've been on my own for way too long

Been on my own