[Verse 1]

Heavily medicated, preferably less sedated

My head invaded recollecting friends that never made it

I scream “I love you” to the sky

For all them times that I’d forget to say it

I wanna change my ways but I just get impatient

This is not a love song

It’s the result of fucking up and getting love wrong

But me I trudge on, I’m giving up on lust, I did enough harm

And steering clear from women who ain’t playing shit but club songs

I can’t exist in clubs cause I’m surrounded by zombies

I be stranded in my mud like I’m supposed to be here

I noticed if I wasn’t putting dent in me mentally over these years

I’d be iight and, I wouldn’t know what to fear

I want these people that listen to know that I’ll be in their corner too

And pray we dedicate our lives to do what we were born to do

I’m warning you

You gotta redefine them labels people putting on to you

So you ain’t torn in 2, just focus on your most important few

I got a chip on my shoulder as big as boulders

I’m too sick up in my soul to admit I been missing quotas

I’m tryna get to know the bonus of us getting older

My goal is spit this soulful shit when I unzip my folder

I wrote this verse at 3am as I was tipping over

Went over high screens, in my zone, they picked and rolled us

This war I fight inside my mind, it made a different soldier

So I don’t pray for lighter loads, I pray for bigger shoulders

True and living Yoda, I exist within the shift

Of changing chasing chicks, to making hits

Can’t let this shit control us

Everyday I’m pitching ways to miss, my faith is getting bolder

I escaped the matrix just to get a taste of this pagoda

Cause I’m God’s son, infantile

He who never sins is who forgives the child

But I ain’t crack my Bible open in a while

And I ain’t living wild but I can’t stand to see the madness

Social media made most us (Moses)

Take commandments from a tablet

But my standards been established from the moon and from the sun

And the more I taste my blood it’s way more ruthless I become

I got a few that might cut through, and I’m pursuing every one

I’m moving units off my truth and I’m gon do it till it’s done

I gave my crews a fix (crucifix)

I know my moms would do it for her son

So I been using up my funds to shoot these videos

Many goals on my docket

Ima profit (I’m a prophet) off this music in my lungs

Cause the more I share my soul it’s way more human I become

I tried to slide niggas my drive, then my savior takes the wheel

These niggas throw a bunch of gas

But I got flames you can’t conceal

Say they crazy ill?

Shit that ain’t no way to make me heal

Cause they can say a bunch of words

But they ain’t saying shit I feel

It’s days I hate me still and loyalty’s a fault to my self

I need some offers but it’s way more I could offer myselfI’m chasing feelings of me making millions off of myself

That little voice inside my head said I should talk to myself

And I said

I’m sick of tryna heal myself through box that I been sliding in

I trip when I reveal myself, it’s Pops I’m seeing signs of him

I’m rioting, inside my mind, my violins might be the sound of violence

If God the one that gave a nigga tears, why would I cry to him?

I’m law attracting, I’m hardly slacking

But I’m often falling back cause nihilism strong as all my passions

If nothing matters I should pause the action

God if you talking back and walking on my darkest paths

Then meet me in the void

You should meet me in the void

Cause see we been devoid

And all my people been destroyed

[Outro]

Go get your life right