This House Alive

By Cursive

On I Am Gemini

Released on February 21, 2012

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[Lyric Note]

Act I

Cassius, newly released from the hospital following a harrowing automobile accident, inherits the home of his unknown biological parents in accordance with their last will and testament. Entering the house for the first time, he hears whispers, but finds no one

Pollock and Young Cassius whisper

[Cassius, hesitant]

There are voices in the attic

Wispy whispers past the cabinets

Filled with tawny photographs

I am stolid, I am steadfast;

Where there's panic, lingers relapse—

Oh, no—those breakdown days are done

This house alive—

I can hear the floorboards breathe


[Narrator]

Creak, creak


[Lyric Note]

Various Angels and Devils enter, fluttering about the parlor

[Cassius, with fervor]

Are these angels come to take me?

If so, I'll wave my white flag willingly

I have shed my snake skinned past

Clustered flies hinder the windows;

For every angel there's a devil—

Oh no—make these voices go away

I was a God-fearing boy

Sure, I stumbled more than once

But so did his begotten son


[Cassius and Young Cassius]

An orphan, thrown out to the wolves

Not prodigal, far worse


[Cassius]

I was hustled, I was scorned

Made a criminal...

But I stand here reformed

There are voices in the dead of night

A child screaming, "I am Gemini!"—

Oh, what are you, and why?

Are you specter? Are you spirit?

Am I lucid, am I losing it?

Oh no, this macabre facade

These walls, paper thin