[Verse 1]

I'm getting awkward to talk to

Haven't cared much

I've always been quiet, in fact I use it as a crutch

I don't like most of you assholes

And this isn't on some save me shit

The majority of reality disgust me, I don't blame kids

'Cause nothing lasts forever

And I'm one of them, I would know

You'll see it the day you ever dare to put me on a pedestal

And this is pitiful, or call it crazy and dismissive

Call it a cause for your chance to save me

Call it when Megan misses

I claim it and add a theory 'cause your friends seem distant

A sad excuse is a possibility in my presencе condition

Porcelain world pouring out to catch reaction to sickness

I slim down, thе smell makes it hard to take it in this condition

[Chorus]

With children under the tables, hugging their knees again

Mom won't fix it, God shit-eating grin

Life is irrelevant, angels so jealous

Cut wrist smelling sex off our tongue, kissing piss-numb

The shredded are crawling after me, new babies naked and sing

They want flesh from another asshole, but I just want my sunshine

A little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

[Verse 2]

You're faking a friendship, demazed and defending, confused

Struggle esophagus in sick taste and descending

Loving mother is not just cozy feelings and caution

You trust the wrong verb, but I disgust, lusting in us

I was put here to believe you were put here

Embedded in the mouth of a whore

Trifling enough to push fear

You're mother's an angel, right?

You're mother's an angel, you're sick and bleeding for pages

Resulting family unstable, lies and unpaid dues

Insecurities and page news, played hiding in fables

But I'm not as freak as you, I was raised indecent too

And a heart that was black and blue, a scarring memory

I made enemies when these kids were cool

[Chorus]

Children under the table hugging their knees again

Mom won't fix it, God shit-eating grin

Life is irrelevant, angels so jealous

Cut wrist smelling sex off our tongue, kissing piss-numb

Shredded are crawling after me, new babies naked and sing

They want flesh from another asshole, I just want a little sunshine

My little sunshine, my little sunshine, my little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little fear

The only reason I'll ever attempt to remember you

My little sunshine, my little fear

The only reason I'll ever remember

[Verse 3]

This is too numb, and only so much skin can be scarred when honest

Battling words of bullies crushed my little man complex

And watching the record flame, pain and honest disguised as balanced

Reality is sunlit stairs and sails in my eyes

This hole is sinking, I might be slightly out of my mind

And you're ugly in reality so cover girl is my reprise

And the repetition is shameless

What makes us, makes us mine

Faces of the faceless no longer act surprised

So they smacked you when you were little

Felt sick with better angry

Smiling in one picture but at that you're just a fat ugly baby

Eating to cover comfort, smiling to fight in fictions

Screaming lost between blushing cheeks

Learning to never listen

Hope I made life easier than green food and allergies with kittens

And it hurt less knowing you're not the only one who ever lived it

And when you spit on me in front of people for spite

We know you waited your whole life for this

So just fight me

[Chorus]

Shredded are crawling after me, new babies naked and sing

Flesh from another asshole, I just want my sunshine

My sunshine, my sunshine, my fear

All I want is sunshine, a little sunshine, a little sunshine, a little fear

All I want is sunshine, a little fear

The only reason I'll ever attempt to remember you, my little sunshine, my little fear

The only reason I'll ever attempt to remember

[Bridge]

Don't worry your tired bones

I'll die and you live forever 'cause you have faith

I thank God it's fake or he would have made it better

This is a matrix, a made up, or maybe I just think to much

I should be considered with power, I'm powder, impersonality's my crutch

I prefer to stay in basements and sip my way into a slump

Numb the sake of affect of what these kids might have ever done

I wear masks for fun and no longer mind if you feel sick

Rip hearts out and throw em at walls just to see if they'll stick

Got a collection, learned the perfect spot to place my finger tips

No longer lorn with palms, I pretended I'm listening

Keep it ugly and ignorant, feels much better than bitterness

Save my smile for sarcasm, sin and a cigarette

Now you'll never know what's little but lost and to love you

And it's who I shell of a reflection offering trouble

Birth of a giant that sits on you still

'Cause I fuck with a girl that's got to balance her chemicals with pills

[Outro]

Hiding under the table hugging their knees again

Mom won't fix it, God shit-eating grin

Life is irrelevant, angels so jealous

Cut wrist smelling sex off our tongue, kissing piss-numb

Shredded are crawling after me, new babies naked and sing

They want flesh from another asshole, I just want my wings

I just want my wings, I just want my wings, I just want my wings