Existential Loneliness

By Ctr1s

Released on October 28, 2020

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[Chorus: ctr1s]

I'm always feelin the same

Even though everything's changed

Say my music sounds lame

I'm overwhelmed with the fame

(Um)


[Verse 1: ctr1s]

Don't wanna see the light in your eyes

You don't fucking care

When your best friend tries

Keeping you from going 6 feet under

Where'd you go? I wonder

You're prolly with another

God I fucking love her

Wish I was her druthers

My sisters with her brother

And they love one another

And I don't wanna be alone

I'm waiting for a message on my phone

And I don't want anyone

You're the one and I'm gonna find out

Where you always hanging out

I'm done

I'm done

(Uh)


[Verse 2: rehllik]

You're done with me

I couldn't breath

Before

Didn't think this shit through

I don't hate you

Anymore

Living rent free in my head

I don't care wish I was dead

Please don't stay away

That's what you want me to say

Right?


[Chorus: rehllik]

Feeling the same

Even though everything's changed

Say my music sounds lame

I'm over whelmed with the fame


[Outro: rehllik]

I don't really care if

My friends leave me

I know how to play pretend

I guess I'm just used to being realling fucking lonely

(glitched giggle)