Released on March 20, 2020

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I told myself that I wasn’t going to feel this way

But the way that my mind works is holding me back

From restraining myself, I don’t want to feel like this

I need to make a change for this sickness

Bury my face in the dirt just to feel alive

I feel overwhelmed shadowing my past life

I need to let it go, I need to take control

My life is now my own

Trying to place the pieces back

I know that I was made to last

Burned out the lights of my past

Now it’s hard for me to see what’s next

I don’t even know how to be myself

Looking at my own reflection is haunting

Seeing the darkness behind me, still daunting

Through the darkest times, I’ve been blinded by the

Travesty that’s surrounding me

But in the end, I knew that happiness was

Within reach, I need to let myself free

I will pick up where I left off

Until my heart decides to stop

This time, I’m running away from this part of me

I’ve never seen so clearly

Everything that held me down

I was clinging on so close

This time, I’m running away from this part of me

And everything that consumed you

I’m finally what I thought I’d be

I’ve isolated the tremors

Parted way from the pressures

So this is who I’ve become

But I’ll never forget what I once was

Behind the lies was a future of disloyalty

And I’m proud of myself for taking

The jump to change myself for worse or for better

Now I’m doing just fine on my own

Trying to place the pieces back

I know that I was made to last

I will place the pieces back

I know that I was made to

I will place the pieces back

I know that I was made to last