Liar - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

There's a war inside of me that runs so deep (Yeah yeah)

And I don't know which side that I'm gonna feed (Oh, no)

I tried to be somebody good for you, for me, for them, it's true

But I get so misunderstood, I lose my cool when I get blue

I start to bargain with angels, devil won't leave me alone

I noticed that you were stable, he says to me as I go

And I'm back right where I started from again

It's the way I cope with pain and find my head

I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad

I'm a liar, I'm a liar

Locked up in a room, energy feels like a tomb

There's a knock at the door and I just can't answer, I'm lit, and I don't wanna move

How much did I just consume? 'Cause I can't breathe, and I can't see truth

Am I gonna die? Am I gonna lose my mind? If I keep this up I'm doomed

Is it your fault? Is it my fault? Who do I blame when I can't think right?

Is it 'cause I can't find love, that I'm too damn selfish, and anyone close I fight

Am I that tight? That I'll see things go well and just wanna mess it up and take a bite

All I really know right know is I can't find light and it winds up givin' me a fright

I start to bargain with angels, devil won't leave me alone

I noticed that you were stable, he says to me as I go

And I'm back right where I started from again

It's the way I cope with pain and find my head

I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad

I'm a liar, I'm a liar

I tried to be somebody good for you, for me, for them, it's true

But I guess it's all misunderstood, I lose my cool when I get blue

I start to bargain with angels, devil won't leave me alone

I noticed that you were stable, he says to me as I go

And I'm back right where I started from again

It's the way I cope with pain and find my head

I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad

I'm a liar, I'm a liar