This was all all very neccesary

Sometimes you just need to let it out right?

This is one of them times

So check it

This is one of those apology songs

Where i apologize to all the loved ones i done wrong

Pardon me a sec, because that list is type long

And I dont know where to start

In these matters of the heart

To those that pump the same blood

Fam thats you

That love for ya mom and dad

Dont always shine through

I hope you know it

And if you didn't now you do

I appreciate everything you've done and you do

Have such great friends, tho at times i dont deserve you

Emotions on lock down, dead bolts, curfews

Yall held me down even when i pushed yall away

Good looking

All that pushing getting put away today

This is the realest things I've ever wrote

Most people i dont let em close

Emotionally bellicose

Learning to let go

Eternal work in progress

Trying to get better tho

Openness a foreign concept

This is my first stamp in that passport

Turning a new leaf, sorry for being a bad sport

Late to the airport, but better late than not at all

Sick of waiting for that other shoe thats gonna fall

And to that bird out west

That sat through my stress and duress

Impossible to impress

Tough love when it was best

Didn't make it out west to your ceremony

Shoulda tried harder… bird, who better knows me?

And to that wonder that is

From the bottom of my blood pumper

Got love for you miss

You were always missed

From the second things dipped to a mess

Couldn't have handled that worse, i confess

Sorry, I can hardly say that enough

Sorry, saying it at all is still kinda tough

Sorry, thankful yall ain't ever call my bluffs

So sorry, see these connections never getting snuffed

And to my bredren that are resting in that pirate cove

That further region season was needed i was kinda cold

So tough to open up when shut down mode was all ive known

For the past few

Cashew (nuts)

Thank you for a second home

And to them fans that dig the tunes

That suffer my abuse of updates and coming soons

All i can promise is ill try and do better

It took me 6 years to see its tunes that keep me glued togther

And yall make me wanna improve

With every word i write… to every sample, chord, or groove

I know im crazy yall… of this im very sure

A little less crazed today than than the days before

I owe you all

I owe you all, fam, fans, and friends

I love you all…… the end… nah this ain't pretend

And if i never say it again… just press play

Sorry……I dont know what else to say but

Sorry,I can hardly say it enough

Sorry, saying it at all is still kinda tough

Sorry, thankful yall ain't ever call my bluffs

Sorry, see these connections never getting snuffed…