The constant feel of dread

Has led me to a place

So dark and cryptic that I've

Never felt this way

Through agony

I conquer the challenges

That have been put on my path

Just to really test me

This state of pain

Has molded into my brain

I try to tell myself

That everything is okay

I've been in mental gutter

Dwelling inside the cryptic trauma

Living my life in a constant cycle of horror

Confined me

Into misery

I'm beyond hatred

As I'm dwelling in my feelings

This life of agony

Is not the way I want to be

I'm searching answers

To this crippling statе of being

I see only dark

On my cryptic path

Through pain and suffering

I will reach my innеr calm

To be free

I need to see

That life is just a constant mix of joy and misery

This state of pain

Now molded into my brain

Confined me

Into misery