Grasping for the burning kiss

The only thing to stand this

The world shatters, the only light

I can see lies in the force

It's opening doors to a world

Of joy and peace, I can’t live

Without it, nothing else I need

I know this shit will kill

I am going on my next trip

I will get my next hit

I am going on a long journey

A journey with no return

My blunted senses fading away

The whole day some might say

I am just living in my broken mind

Every day a step closer to the end

A bit more time, a few more weeks

And then I will be finally free

Then it is set I will be dead

I am going on my next trip

I will get my next hit

I am slowly slipping away

My next trip will be my last

It's boiling in my blood ravaging through my body

Destroying the remaining will to live

Killing the last thoughts of staying in this

Shattered world freeing my mind freeing my soul

My goal so near I can almost reach it

It is here

I am going on my next trip

I will get my next hit

I am slowly slipping away

My next trip will be my last

Here it is, the final shot

The spoon's hot like a magic potion

Like the holy grail, this will get me

To my last goal, this is all

I ever wanted, never ever

Will I Return to the world

Of the living, this is my

Final trip, this is my last trip