Released on May 8, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Opening the doors

Strolling through the rooms

I'm dropping down the keys

Dropping down my soul

I always feel so empty

That I am about to burst

I can't believe it's true

That you have left me

A devil in disguise

I'm crying out loud: "I really want to kill you"

Or maybe I should kill myself?"

There is a hell inside me

And there is a hell below my feet

These dark and hollow walls

Everyone is gone

But the rooms are completely packed

With nothing in it

With nothing in it

I am driven by the desire to vanish

I remеmber our life

Remеmbering the love

See what I have done

I shattered the whole place

I never meant to do that

All life has gone


[Verse 2]

I have a deathwish and a lot other friends

But I am too afraid to leave

I still can taste and smell you

The unimaginable pain in tied up memories

Makes my mind run in circles

There is too much talkin' going on

But there's nothing in it

There's nothing in it

I can't stand the pressure from the hell

Of my existence anymore

I force myself to leave

The call of the void

Why do I forsake myself

Why do I feel so weak

I'm running out of control

The disease is crawling up my spine

The painful numbness

Spreading through my veins

I fall to pieces, in vacuo

I'm isolated, from the outside world

I'm the constructor, of my own suffering

I grow cold

I grow cold