Looking at the moon, as my thoughts consume

Nostalgia for my past, till my pain resume

Evaded all my hurts, like an av hook

Obfuscated all my fears, then she took a look

My darkest days behind, but sometimes I rewind

The moon in 17, I almost lost my mind

Trading with the leverage, the pain is an advantage

When you feel heartless, you can't feel your losses

Lost myself when I made it, Ms are just a title

Get rekt in time, To repeat the market cycle

Chasing gains with no motive, because your lifе is frozen

The warmth of connection, missing with no conjunction

Bar hopping with falsе idols, Just to simulate affection

Materialistic ties, just to help the dreaded introspection

Close my eyes to reflection, as the mirror gets attention

Antisocial on my media, Real life don't get a mention

Hyper realities, existential fantasies

Of me and misery, they do not understand me

Chasing validation, a cringe infatuation

Chasing money talk, I get it like donation

They say you're never loved, Until you learn to love yourself

The background of the story, blended full of irony

We build up walls, to patch our vulnerabilities

Big firewall, I can't connect no tcp

Handshakes and fake friends, So paranoid at no ends

I remember when I dreamed, That I could afford a benz

I wanted to flex, Like a workout in the gym

I just wanted to be wanted, With a life that could have been

Chasing type of women, that bring damage to your soul

End up feeling empty, every-time you get the goal

Fake personas, like my handles on the web

Fake love no connection, Made sure to kill the thread

In the network, but the internet is slow

Plus the file share is broken, and the admin never logs

Past reminders, ghost who move in silence

Mod my operator cuss I never get remainders

Who am I, Like I just popped a shell

Inspecting characters, Like I learned to spell

Questioning my life, Dread cuts deeper than a knife

Rootkits turn to bootkits, But I will never tell

Signed code, Just to know that shit is real

If you know what I know, then you know how I feel

Paranoia sings, Like a bird with broken wings

Someday we fly away, but for now we trade the swings

Profit for a motive, that goes deeper than sea creatures

Trying to change the ways, before we lose our present future

Hard to readjust, when the just froze like frost

Hard to shill defi, when a cell is home to Ross

Real hackers move in silence, AFK i'm paying homage

Underground my sound, because the mainstream isn't fond

Of people waking up, to the lies when they've been told

That riches all await them, when they stick to play their role

Shit is not foretold, wallet hot, my heart is cold

OS import functions, But no sleep I only hold

Run this shit forever, Boot partition for my grind

I don't drink, so emulation, only time that I wine

Sticks and stones, broken bones with no spine

Miss the net, like an amateur tennis player on the line

Alphabet boys, with the big budget clubs

Their malware on the prowl, booted up like shit is grub

Jump addresses, make em dance, on my routed table

No wireless, I'm advanced, hardwired with my cable

No chance, grand entrance, hacking to some trance

Techno mr roboto, I'm two tired like a moto

Cycle, more cycles like I got a lot of threads

Entropy filled, Like flipping coins I turn heads

Redpill on the daily, I'm not talking meds

Polka dot, circle small, I can spot the feds