[Intro]

I don't think you ready

[Verse]

Look what the fuck you done made me do

Now I got blood stains in my truck 'cause of you

Guess I can’t trade it in for the truck that I want

'Cause the scent of slut is stuck in the coup

You gotta bleed on your period, but, always shake it serious

You got hemophilia, who knew?

I didn’t, but no surprise there, just another secret

Just like all the guys that you told me you ain’t sleep with

Now, tell me about it

Did it feel good? Was the sex astounding?

Did you think about me at all when his balls

Were deep in your ass, getting fucking pounded?

Of course not, another door closed

Another slut who can’t control her hormones

“Why are you doing this? What did I do?”

Allow me to refresh your mind, boo

It was a cold fall night in 2017

September 17th, down in Tennessee

I was laying there in my bed, a garbage bag around my head

Wishing I was dead, I could barely breathe

I spent the summer trying to bring you back to me

And turned away some different opportunities

And women tried to make me happy

But, I pushed them back 'cause I knew that you were all I need

I put the bag over my head and I tied it tight

My vision started slipping, I was getting less sight

I was finally forgetting the misery and the fights

Then my mind started taking me through all of my life

Flashback three years ago, I was in my college dorm

Flipping through Instagram, looking for another soul

Then, I came across you and followed you

A minute later, you followed me back, and I knew it was time to make a move

So, I messaged you

"Here’s my number, you can text me if you want to"

Trying to play it cool, but I was nervous

I’ve been curved by girls who were less pretty than you

But then, I got a text, and then we made some plans

To go on a double date with some friends that weekend

We watched a movie, we sat in the back the whole time

We made out, then laid down on my side of the car

Then, your shirt came off, and then, you cried real hard

About how you left tittie was big and your right one was small

I said I didn’t care, and knew right then and there

This was a mistake, it wouldn’t happen, it was in the air

I’ve known this girl for an hour, and now, her chest is bare

This is something I never normally do, I swear

We need to take this slow, I really like you, and I’m scared

But then, you crawled up in my bed with no underwear

I should've known that it wouldn’t last

When I was in your ass before I met your dad

And, man, this shit is sad, but it’s a fact

You went for months without the use of a fucking Tampax

Man, this shit was scary

Even though I knew, I never nutted in you, but you tell me…

“I think I’m pregnant- no, I know I’m pregnant

I’m getting morning sickness and my belly’s stretching”

But, it turned out, you hormones were fucked up

You somehow thought that I would leave you stuck

That’s when you told me, “Daniel would never do this

Plenty of times, we thought I was having his kid

But his jizz missed my clit and my tits and lips”

Man, I still get pissed when I think about it

Bitch, even back then, you were speaking bout him

But I paid no attention to what was allowed in

Wow, the signs were there the whole time

But fake love can make you ride so blind

I thought what we had would last a lifetime

But your ass lied, so now, you got to die

What if I treated you like you treated me?

Went through your phone every single motherfucking opportunity?

Don’t you talk it through with me, you’re the one that didn’t trust me

Thought I was fucking every other thot in the sea

Wait a second, don’t let me get ahead of the story

That was the first six months, we got plenty more of it to go. see

Where are we? Oh, yeah, that’s right

About a year ago when I tried to commit suicide

So, my life’s still flashing before my eyes

The memory of our first fight has just went by

Then, I remember, that next September

You drove at night to see a guy

Who just happened to be an ex-boyfriend

The one you cheated on me with, but, back then, you said was just an old friend

Woah, man, I got really pissed, and so did you

But you got mad at me 'cause I got mad at you!

What the fuck was I supposed to do? Be okay?

“Alright, babe, you can go and hang out with an old flame

You’re an hour away, and no one knows that you’re there

I’m sure you’re going to talk about how you dyed your hair"

Now here we are, six months later

And the same thing happened to me

An ex-girlfriend hits me up to hang out, you see

Then I told her "No", but still accused me of cheating

Even though I have the receipts

And now, it’s the peak of this bullshit

'Cause you got pissed at me for weeks

Thinking I was underneath some sheets with someone else but, bitch, that’s what you were doing!

Can’t you see what the fuck you’ve done?

You turned an innocent man into a guilty one

I need wanted it to be like this, I loved you

But, you made it to the point where I can’t even trust trust you

It’s kinda funny that you waited till I graduated college

To tell me that you no longer wanted to be with me

But, that was just for the moment, you just wanted a break

So you could try another dude and fucking keep me on strings!

And that’s exactly what happened, need I remind you

Of that trip to Orlando, when you find out he lied to

You, then you tried to

Get back with me, but it felt weird, 'cause you knew that you were a liar, too?

I could read it on your face, things were different

We no longer had faith, and you just seemed too distant

And I didn’t change a bit, it was all you

But, you acted like it was me, and it would fall through

Even though that Summer, I went to a jeweler

And I picked out a brand new ring

I had asked your dad if I could marry you

And he said that it was the best thing

But, on May 15th, we sat down

At the back of house on the porch swing

And you told me you wanted to break

And it was all you and it wasn’t me

And I broke down and had to leave your house

And your mom asked what had happened to me

But you lied to her and said I broke up with you

But, we both know that you broke up with me

'Cause you wanted to be an angel on the rise

And didn’t want them to see that their baby girl lied

But, their baby girl lied with another man

While she was dating me, and I don’t understand

How you can sleep at night

How the fuck can you keep any sort of piece of mind?

How the fuck can you think what you did to me

Was even sort of justified?

You fucking cheated, and you broke my trust

For the past two years, I been so fucked up

It affected my brain, it affected my strife

It affected my ways I thought in my mind

It affected my days, it affected my nights

It affected every single aspect of my life

It affected my pain, it affected my strife

It affected my sane, I guess I might die, man, fuck!

You and I both

Already had both our kids' names picked out

You and I both already had our homes

And whole lives planned out, but, I got kicked out

The last thing that my grandma told me

'Fore she closed her eyes for eternity

She was sad that she never got to meet my kids

That was six months ago, and it burns in me

Because of you, I could never give her that

I wasted three years of my life, and I can’t get it back

So, flashback back to the bag over my eyes

I just sent you a text asking "Why

You don’t wanna be with me, don’t you lie"

So, you called me and I heard you cry

You said you had to tell me something that you never wanted to

But, you just couldn’t deal with the lies

So, I took the bag off my head

And drove to meet you at the church gate

And you got in the passenger’s seat again

Just like you did on our first date

But, this time, you were crying

'Cause you spent the whole summer lying

And you lead me to believe that I had a chance

To save our love from dying

That’s when you told me that you cheated, slept with your ex

And kept ‘em under reps, just I wouldn’t see it

Told me that I couldn’t treat you any better

But felt like my love for you had depleted

That’s when you picked up the phone

And you called Daniel to confide

You felt like you were all alone

On that cold September night

Then you left my heart torn and so broke

And you drove off into the night

That’s when I went on home

To put a bullet between my eyes

But, before I do that, I had to get you

And that’s why we’re here, now

I had to tell the story of how you fucked my life up

But, now, there’s a big crowd

You ain’t give me memories, you give me scars

A low self-esteem and a broken heart

I know you’re scared, but, just remember

You caused this that night in September!

[Outro]

Hah!