Wasting away

In the same routine that i've always complained about

Because i'm led astray

By a hope that one day i'll feel sound

Because there's no change without effort

And effort isn't what i'm about

For the last few years life's a nightmare

Indifferent to it all, it's my fault that i'm here

I couldn't give a shit what they all think

That's a lie, think about it when i drink

I'd make a change

If i felt the bullshit was worth it to make it real

So i'll stay the same

The type of heartache a foxglovе can't heal

Don't fucking whine

You werе told when you're old you could go

And be anything you wanted to

You're a waste of time

Now you're old and you've sold all your soul

And your family now hates you

I feel it in the present

Is it too late for a redo?

For the last few years life's a nightmare

Indifferent to it all, it's my fault that i'm here

I couldn't give a shit what they all think

That's a lie, think about it when i drink

Don't go telling me these things

Like not to make the same mistakes

I know that you wanna save me

But i never wanted to be saved