[INTRO: Veronika Redd]

Tumble out of bed, dizzy in the head

Saying what you said, when you came home alone

Mumble a reply, followed by a lie

You've been wondering why, as if I’ve never known

Partial to the groove, but still you never move

Stubborn through and through, you're just an animal

Stuck inside your clutch, It's chilling to the touch

Never liked it much and now you won’t let go

[VERSE I: CRUCIFYX]

Gun to my head, I'ma call a truce

Born 2 be dead, like I'm Spice 1

Too-

Fucked on a Xan, might just pop a few

Motherfuckers talking, like they always knew

Dеpression just set in

I feel my emotions

Thе pills won't regress them

The nights are a motherfuckin' fight with my mind

Always talkin' bout suicide

This is my decline

Point-

Point

Point to the sky, always asking "is it worth it?"

Got a lotta questions never answered

So I learned it

Burned it

Never find it "perfect"

Fuck a cross motherfucker

Yeah, I deserve it

Send me to hell

These burns on my flesh cannot be any worse

Than the scars of-

Of-

My mental health

The worst part is knowing

Tonight I might try it

Tonight I might die

And no one will hear me

I'm all by myself

[BRIDGE: Scrim]

Now I'm back to square one

With my hand on the gun

Mama screaming "Son

Don’t do it, I love you, don’t do it, don't do it, don’t do it"

Now I'm back to square one

With my hand on the gun

Mama screaming "Son

Don't do it, I love you, don't do it, don’t do it, don't do it"

Look!

[VERSE II: Sauseous State of Being]

With my hand held high

Ima be the one

Till the day I die

Im totin' the drum

Life seems endless

Where do you run?

Friends seem pretentious

Im gripping the drum

Look

Holding on to snake skin

Shred you with the blade kit

I can't fuck with her

Lil' biddie too basic

Face it

Path that you've chose, can't erase it

Krueger like I'm Freddy

Cuz I killed you in your dreams, bitch!

Finna catch a body

No surprise hoe

Quarter milli on me

And I'm feeling suicidal

I can go switch the flow up

Whenever I come in

They all tryna see me like

Why are the buggin?

It be up the burner

Then bitch you be runnin'

This dude's for certain

He's the first to get done in

Done in

My heart's full of pain

But the pain brings money

I'm stuck in a loop

But I just keep runnin'

Runnin'

Runnin'