[Verse:]

I was coming home that day, everything was like before

I was still hopin to find a way to cope with them all

I came home, sat down, wastin away

But when my mom came home, there was no day like that day

She sat on the bed, tears were falling like the rain

Started crying saying how she can’t cope w all of this pain

What could I say? Im in the same fucking place

Whoever’s the most hurt at this point runs a fucking race

I could’ve had no parents by my side, what did I feel?

How do u cope with that, how do u live, how do u heal?

My dad’s somewhere getting drunk, fuckin around

When he dies I hope no one sees him in the ground

I still have so much pain left in my chest

I have to do something, now I can’t ever fucking rest

Jumped in front of a car luckily it stopped

How do u cope with pain when u lost all that u got?

Give her some advice, what the fuck, I cannot

I’m in the same place, I’m in the same fuckin spot

I have a suicidal mom and an alcoholic father

I have to do it now, options there’s no other

Why does God take away all the people who care?

I can say it 100 times, this life shit is never fair

People who I called friends, didn’t ask how I felt

Now I know who’s real and who’s playin pretend

3 months ago I was the happiest I‘ve been

But when u least expect it, life just hits u in the chin

I‘m not giving up on my dreams, that shit is weak

But I still wonder how am I still alive after every week