[Chorus:]

I sit in my bed, I wish I was better than I am

Everything went wrong, nothing went by the plan

And now I hope I don’t wake up anymore

I’ve lost all hope, find me dead on the floor

No one’s there to hold my hand, I feel like I’m lost again

I want the time to go back, and I count from 1 to 10

Everyone will find out what was wrong when it’s too late

Sorry I had to go, Satan was at the gate

[Verse:]

I don’t wanna have fake love, that’s something u can keep

If being hurt makes me strong I’d rather be weak

I’ve been slacking for a while, I can’t see it goin on

I pray to the devil and I hope he makes me strong

I don’t wanna have fake love, that’s something u can keep

If being hurt makes me strong I’d rather be weak

I’ve been slacking for a while, I can’t see it goin on

I pray to the devil and I hope he makes me strong

Stuck at the low, wish I knew where I went wrong

People come and leave, it’s the way of them all

Remember when I fucking die, I never let anyone go

No one ever gave a shit

Don’t wanna do this anymore

I’m only 17, I should look forward to my life

Instead of that I pray I die while I hold a knife

We’re a fucked generation, no one really minds dying

Yet we still hear people say “ he’s jokin, she’s just lyin “

I’m in 2 worlds, which one do I go through?

I hope I’ll find the one where I’ll be happy too

Shit hits me, I miss what I had as a child

2016, everything went downhill and wild

[Chorus:]

I sit in my bed, I wish I was better than I am

Everything went wrong, nothing went by the plan

And now I hope I don’t wake up anymore

I’ve lost all hope, find me dead on the floor

No one’s there to hold my hand, I feel like I’m lost again

I want the time to go back, and I count from 1 to 10

Everyone will find out what was wrong when it’s too late

Sorry I had to go, Satan was at the gate

[Outro:]

I’m sorry for what I do, I know I’m not someone to like

I cry myself to sleep and get higher than a kite

But I promise u one thing, that I’ll love u till the end

I’ll love u like people will love me when I’m dead

I swear I lost so much, I don’t know if I’ll ever heal

People that feel most pain are made out of steel

And I barely feel alive, always feel like I’m dying

I say “ I wanna die “, I wish I was lyin