- losing control - Intellectual

[Intro:]

Im sorry that it hurts, I wanna take all ur pain

Ill get high, it hurts me but it’s keeping me sane

Id tell u it gets better, I don’t believe that shit myself (nah)

I love u so much there’s something about yourself (yourself)

What it is? I don’t know, I’m still finding the piece

It’s all the emotions I get in nights like these (yes)

And I’m losing control and I’m losing what I need (what i need)

Every time I see u cry my heart just starts to fucking bleed

I wanna be the help that I never received (i wanna)

And I wanna be that someone that ur gonna believe (yea)

And Ill be okay, I just don’t know when (I don’t)

I’ll keep myself sane with weed and rhymes from a pen (from a pen)

Id tell u it gets better, I don’t believe that shit myself (nah)

I love u so much there’s something about yourself (yourself)

What it is? I don’t know, I’m still finding the piece

It’s all the emotions I get in nights like these (yes)

And I’m losing control and I’m losing what I need (what i need)

Every time I see u cry my heart just starts to fucking bleed

I feel like trash, but I hope u feel better (yea)

I’m not okay but at this point it’s kinda whatever (whatever)

Do u know if this song is about u, i don’t even know (I don’t)

But u prolly do, cause it be like that tho (it do)

I made a sacrifice, I gave away my life

I’m dealing with depression, goddamn I’m dead inside (dead inside)

Id tell u it gets better, I don’t believe that shit myself (nah)

I love u so much there’s something about yourself (yourself)

What it is? I don’t know, I’m still finding the piece

It’s all the emotions I get in nights like these (yes)

And I’m losing control and I’m losing what I need (what i need)

Every time I see u cry my heart just starts to fucking bleed