- colder

By Crowsscalling

Released on March 1, 2020

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[Chorus:]

And ur vibe it was colder than the weather

And it lasts for a while I know it won’t stay here forever

When I saw the lights go on I knew u came home

I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome

U told me how u don’t wanna do this anymore

How everything sucks and how u done this before

I had my time taking it, I didn’t know what to say

It’s a matter of time for u but to me it’s everyday


[Verse 1:]

So I lied to myself, told u everything was gonna be fine

But I kinda hated that, it felt like a lie

U disagreed with me and got something to drink

I was in the stars, it was hard for me to think

Everyone hates u and they have no reason to

If it makes u feel better I fucking hate them bitches too

I don’t know how to do it but I’ll do it on my own

I don’t trust anybody cause it’s always just a show

When I saw u cry I felt like I died though

Hard for me to cope, so I smoke some more dough

I know u hate that, but I hate it too though

I’m falling off the edge, my body’s on the floor


[Chorus:]

And ur vibe it was colder than the weather

And it lasts for a while I know it won’t stay here forever

When I saw the lights go on I knew u came home

I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome

U told me how u don’t wanna do this anymore

How everything sucks and how u done this before

I had my time taking it, I didn’t know what to say

It’s a matter of time for u but to me it’s everyday


[Verse 2:]

I knew u loved me since we met in December

My friends told me “ this ur chance u have to go and get her “

Ever since then, I started to feel a bit better

I still wanna die doe, I hope u read this letter

Inside my head’s a scream, I don’t wanna hear u shout

U can leave me, I know, ur better off without

Welcome to my head I hope ur ready for the sorrow

When I go to sleep I hope I don’t see no tomorrow


[Chorus:]

And ur vibe it was colder than the weather

And it lasts for a while I know it won’t stay here forever

When I saw the lights go on I knew u came home

I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome

U told me how u don’t wanna do this anymore

How everything sucks and how u done this before

I had my time taking it, I didn’t know what to say

It’s a matter of time for u but to me it’s everyday


[Verse 3:]

I can make u feel things u never thought were real

I can hurt myself on a daily if it’ll help u heal

And I’m staying on my grind, I don’t know what u see

What if I saw myself in the same way u see me?

I’m staying to myself I never get lost in the mix

I hope that I’m someone that u’ll know how to fix

And I know ur so clever u can read me like a book

Remember how u told me all it took was one look