[Verse 1]
Someday I'll be gone
Why do I wait this long?
Finding solace in this strain
Lost the thing that keeps me sane
Everything I love
Guess it’s not that much
I'm wishing for just one
Before I come undone
[Chorus]
I know self-destruction exists
Because from it I am built
Yet the cycle still persists
Now I'm reeling from the guilt
And just like a cicada
Sick inside of my own skin
I crawl outside of myself
To sing, to sing
[Verse 2]
Years under the ground
I surface for the sun
It shines in too strong
But still I choke out a song
A fickle, fragile life
Tunes etched into my shell
They are all I’ve ever known
Please will someone bring me home?
[Chorus]
I know self-destruction exists
Because from it I am built
Yet the cycle still persists
Now I'm reeling from the guilt
And just like a cicada
Sick inside of my own skin
I crawl outside of myself
To sing, to sing
[Verse 3]
Melodies I spew
From high up in the trees
I enjoy the view
Before I finally freeze
[Bridge]
With blissful ignorance I trill
Until my cords become quite still
I knew that this would be the way
That it ends, I'm just here waiting for the day
And when my body dries
Lay me in the grass
The bugs will burrow in
And dig up every word unsaid
But I don't wanna stay dead
Can I just keep singing instead?
Until they eat all the way through my head