There or Where - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I don't know love I just know obsession

Evil incarnate, I'm the devil's possesion

I tried to learn, but i've learned my lesson

I've given up because effort makes recession

Take things slow, get to know

They don't wanna know me I'm too gross

Confidence is the key

Everybody's scared the can't get too close

I'm so alone don't know how to deal with pain

I'm carressed by dark clouds and piercing rain

I don't know if I'll survive or remain sane

Trying to think, but everything's inane

It feels good but it doesn't mean a thing

Plea with god for another shot

But I've been too blasphemous

Alternating thoughts on my way to hell

I'm sure that's accurate

Might as well give up 'cause I'm not going anywhere

I sealed my fate long ago

Only place is hell, either there or where

I came from, down in the void, a place no one knows

I'm so alone don't know how to deal with pain

I'm carressed by dark clouds and piercing rain

I don't know if I'll survive or remain sane

Trying to think, but everything's inane

It feels good but it doesn't mean a thing