I used to think time was something you beat
Turns out... it just reloads
Tick tock, I don't feel young no more
Same face, but it don't fit like before
Hands shake, but I still want more
But the clock don't care what you're fighting for
Tick tock, hear it under my skin
Same old life, but I'm changing within
Every breath like I'm wearing thin
And it keeps on, keeps on, keeps on spin
I remember running, no plan, no fear
Now I calculate steps like the end is near
Click-clack thoughts in a rusted brain
Every "tomorrow" sounds all the same
Wake up, check face - not quite mine
Same eyes, but they lag in time
Friends fade - like smoke in a frame
We used to burn, now we just name names
Bills stack, stress back, spine goes crack
Laugh less, sleep debt - can't get that back
I talk fast, but words don't land
Like sand slipping right through my hand
And I swear I still hear that kid inside
But the signal breaks every time I try
He says "run", I say "not tonight"
We both know we're running out of time
Tick tock, I don't feel young no more
Same face, but it don't fit like before
Hands shake, but I still want more
But the clock don't care what you're fighting for
Tick tock, hear it under my skin
Same old life, but I'm changing within
Every breath like I'm wearing thin
And it keeps on, keeps on, keeps on spin
Hairline back, memories patchy
Used to chase dreams, now they pass me
Mirror talks, I don't answer back
Just a ghost in a human track
Used to think I'd "figure it out"
Funny how silence is louder now
No big moment, no final sign
Just slow erosion of "I'm fine"
Heart still beats, but it lost its rage
Not a flame, more a fading stage
I don't grow up, I just reduce
Till I fit in a smaller truth