You run from my touch, then back to my arms
Call me a curse, then call when it's hard
Block me by day, by night hit restart
Say that I broke you - you came for the spark
You lock every door, still leave me a key
Swear that you hate me, still wanting me deep
Say you want peace, but chaos you keep
Say that I broke you - you came back to me
You call me toxic, but sip that slow
Say"don't come near me" then drop that lo
Typing them essays, then send"you home?"
Whole lotta pride with a needy tone
You date them safe boys, clean-cut clones
Soft little hands, all polished stones
They give you roses, I move your bones
They give you comfort, I break your zone
You post them captions like"healing now"
Then stalk my page with a bitter frown
Say I'm the reason you're spinning out
But every weekend you spin back 'round
You know that truth when the lights go low
You hate my name but recite it slow
You call me fire then like the smoke
You call me pain then invite it close
You want that peace, but peace too plain
You want that calm, then miss that rain
You want no scars, then kiss that blade
You leave my side, then miss that cage
You run from my touch, then back to my arms
Call me a curse, then call when it's hard
Block me by day, by night hit restart
Say that I broke you - you came for the spark
You lock every door, still leave me a key
Swear that you hate me, still wanting me deep
Say you want peace, but chaos you keep
Say that I broke you - you came back to me
He buys you dinners, I buy your stare
He says "I care" I make you care
He gives you blankets, I change the air
He plays it fair - you hate it there
He texts good morning, I text too late
He plans your future, I shift your fate
He gives you flowers that die in vases
I leave a memory time can't erase
You tell your girls that I'm insane
That I'm the storm, that I'm the strain
Then when they sleep, you type my name
Midnight fingers expose your game
Your lips say "never" your eyes say "now"
Your chest says "leave" your steps say "how?"
Your head says "run" your hands say "wow"
Whole body lies when I'm around
I never chased, I never begged
I let you choose the road you tread
You built the cage inside your head
Then blamed my voice inside your bed
You call it poison, call it lust
Call it danger, call it us
Call it wrong, but call me once
And watch your rules all turn to dust
You run from my touch, then back to my arms
Call me a curse, then call when it's hard
Block me by day, by night hit restart
Say that I broke you - you came for the spark
You lock every door, still leave me a key
Swear that you hate me, still wanting me deep
Say you want peace, but chaos you keep
Say that I broke you - you came back to me