Lost will.

By CPrickR

Released on April 18, 2021

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[Hook]

I lost the will to live

There's no fucking point in me trying

Feel so sick

There's no fucking point of me crying

Haven't slept for shit

There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring

Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring


[Verse 1]

They ask me how I'm going by

I almost stabbed myself but I said that I'm fine

They used to my cold expressions so they do not see the emotions I'm going through all of the time

Only time that I see the line

Is when I sniff away the problems I been keeping insidе

Empty every bottle, yеah, I'm going out of my mind

Wake up on the floor like 10k times

Everyday, every minute and second in

I'm just thinking about her, it's sickening

Worst part, she is probably listening

And her boyfriend as well, man this ain't it

I'm not fucking stable, I can't take it all

I'm a stupid ass coward who can't fight with his own emotions cuz my feelings strong and compared to them I'm not at all

Well I'm not at all


[Hook Alt]

I lost my will to live

I'm bout sick and tired of living on lies so I'm trying to chill


[Verse 2]

Face

Damn my skin's getting pale

Face

All of my enemies rage

Well, guess that I'm fucking dead

I wished upon it now this is it

Working tireless but never fed

Had the idea of dying at 12

But fuck, did it not work

I'm with nobody's help when I need most

And I see you on my media why you tryna lurk?

Fills me up with rage when you talkin bout me in a post

I have nowhere to go now

Run till I fall down

No one to call now

Fight in a brawl now

Fight till I crawl down

Will I survive, how?

I've managed to turn all my bros into foes now


[Hook]

I lost the will to live

There's no fucking point in me trying

Feel so sick

There's no fucking point of me crying

Haven't slept for shit

There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring

Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring