Mindset toxic

Caustic, corrosive

A time set, catastrophic

A dark bet made, goin' neurotic

I fade,into a haze

Of emotion, this dark devotion

Intensity, this dark potion

In an ocean of nonstop motion

Greed is contagious

An induced state

Eyes constrict

A fuckin' narcotic

Leaves me numb,hypnotic

Course through my veins the feelin' harmonic

Then the mood becomes demonic

I vomit, crawlin in my skin

Nothing can relieve

I can't believe

I struggle to breathe

Tighten in my chest

Suppressed

I am under distress

Pearls of sweat

Collect, all you can hear is my panicked breaths

I confess

This affliction

My addiction

My dark devotion

I am full of raw emotion

Im caged up, thrash behind the wall

Im fed up, try to keep my head up doll

Even though im stuck in a stall

My world so small, i could hold it

Physic's law

Withdraw

In my own prison

I lost vision, and came to a life changing decision

I could end this dark devotion

I could end the chaotic rush of emotions

I could end the feeling of loneliness, hopeleness

The mental agony, stripped me of my self respect, and dignity

I was raised up, dashed through the halls

I was crazed up, crashed through the fall

As i gaze up, heroin bashed me in the jaw

Kicked in the teeth when im down

I was tricked, lead me nowhere in this forbidden town

Pushed into the deep to drown without a sound

Buried alive in the ground never to be found

Tar black as death itself

Heroin you haunt me

You taunt me

But you'll never drown me

I'll never fall again into your dark devotion