[Verse 1]

Remember our first kiss? We were both wasted

You had a boyfriend, I should've waited

Went out for pancakes first thing in the morning

Agreed to forget it like we could ignore

The way we kissed like we had done it before

Like no one in existence ever done it before and

I still feel kinda bad about that guy at your dorm

But if I knew the end, I would do it again

[Chorus]

It was messy and I loved it

But I'm older now, I'm above it

I thought it was cool thеn, but it wasn't

We screwed it up into somеthing

Something I don't wanna lose

Messy, but not hard to choose

[Verse 2]

Now we're together, we're different people

And you're having feelings for other people

Try not to freak out when there's some tension

You have a special need for attention

Used to love it, but it's scaring me now

And our love ain't going nowhere, it's just leveling out

I wonder if you felt like this when you let him down

Is it all in my head that you might do it again?

[Chorus]

It was messy and I loved it

But I'm older now, I'm above it

I thought it was cool then, but it wasn't

We screwed it up into something

Something I don't wanna lose

Messy, but not hard to choose

[Outro]

I don't want you to resent me like I'm holding you back

But I think this is a problem from your mom and your dad

I can love you through the seasons, I can fill in the gaps

But I can't be brand new and forever to you