[Chorus]

I'm done wasting my tears

Gotta start facing my fears

I got too complacent

These bad memories, invasive

I'm done wasting my tears (Vacant, can't wait 'til you make it)

Gotta start facing my fears (My ways feelings faded)

I got too complacent (I'm always sedated)

These bad memories, invasive

[Verse]

Tonight, I'm over it

These nights, I won't forget

I'm not gonna waste my breath

Those empty promises

So fast, it stunts my growth

I got low, got high then I got low, switch sides

I fill my brain with sulfur

I take the over under

I feel my heart beat backwards

I'm getting ready for rapture

I'm afraid of my pride

Baby, I'm too scared to look you in the eyes

Tryna make sense of it, tryna make it right

It's like tryna make friends with somebody in disguise

I've been procrastinating

I cut deep, it was lacerating

Now, I'm so sick of the masquerading

I don't feel like masturbating right now

[Bridge]

I'm out of confidence

Yeah, baby, I deal with the consequences

Hasn't been quiet since

I've been buffing up my tolerances, yeah

Prep my body for descension

You used my love, it was a weapon

No, I can't see around the deception

Need a way out, I need my medicine

[Chorus]

I'm done wasting my tears

Gotta start facing my fears

I got too complacent

These bad memories, invasive

I'm done wasting my tears (Vacant, can't wait 'til you make it)

Gotta start facing my fears (My ways feelings faded)

I got too complacent (I'm always sedated)

These bad memories, invasive