Released on February 29, 2020

Thumbnail

(Verse 1: ConwaySA)

We're recording? Shout out to Mike by the way

Okay, this one is for you

This is not Hip-Hop

It's something you should never sleep on

You know you should keep on

When you see a lotta people hating on you

Don't care a fucking hater I will see it later

It's really hard on come up

Tryna impress but you fuck up

Tryna go past but you stuck up

Memories in your head are fucked up

Rhymes in your book are cooked up

In a bedroom studio cooped up

Abandon your bed school wants you here

If you don't attend you'll get another year

We're hoping our dreams will get us there

We're going wild nigga I'm so anxious

At 8am she was feeling nausieas

Backtrack a little I hit it raw

Junior is ready it's too early

She gon need a nanny

Don't wanna be a daddy

Speaking of daddies

I really wish I could like his wife

Can we revert to the normal life

She going to church, Rock of Life

I don't want a family like this

Dad we pay for your sins

I don't want a family like this

I really pray on my knees

Don't ask me about a degree

From 0 to 180 degrees

Excuse the language if I can't find the right words

I'm just a black man trapped inside a white world

Systematic oppression until your last breath

When you black your future blurry even with lenses intact

Matter of fact this the truth they wanna hear me retract

Filtered history truth hidden cause they scared of how we'll react

It ain't only that it gets personal too

Mommy works for the white man too

I reminisce about my honest conversation with Lungelo

She poured out I believed her first time like Maya Angelou

She from a different path I'm glad we got to cross em though

We talked about how I used to crush on her I still like her though

I let her see my script she was like

"It ain't materialistic and it's perfect dawg"

Failed relationships were part of the conversation boy

(Verse 2: Mik3 H3aven)

Yeah, I’ve always wondered why it seems like my life started in 2013

Dreams, that’s when I started writing my first 16s

It’s these dreams that brought me this far

Pain and achievements the motivation of my writing

The crystallization of my writing

Comes from the glory and the struggles I have been through

I’ve have been through a lot of things

A lot of ugly seens

To my aid was my unlikely genes

All I ever wanted was to study genes

But in life you got to go through it to show it

No Meek

The Milky Way we all pray for

Goals is we all die for

To be heard that is what we all want, that’s why we need this signing for

Grinding for it, it gets pretty and ugly

Scary at the same time

Maybe that’s just what we need

Top dawgs, that’s what we will be

No ordinary life can taint us

Zulu no ordinary surname was given to us

Maybe that’s why it took me this long to record my first joint

Better yet my first classic

Fossil is what we will all be

So I will try to work hard before I face it all

Familiar faces turn into farming bases

I mean everybody ages

It has been ages without a father figure

Mama is how I survived go and figure

My love life is like a mathematical problem

I’m not sure if I love her or I just saw that figure

In my mind I’m like “are you sure that’s realer?”

I still to be the illest

For real I’m still confused, are they with me or not?

I mean it will not take a lot from you

Just to appreciate and learn the type of music I’m making

My dawg

I mean I’m baking here, please back me here

I’m staking these words with no intentions of stepping on anyone

This pen and paper is who I fight with

At the end of the day it doesn’t matter who I write with

So you are not the ones I wanna fight with

My dawg I wanna go heights with you

I wanna go heights with you